PAIN=ANGER=SUFFERING=DARKSIDE

the ever famous catchphrase that Yoda used to school the young Jedi that eventually became Darth Vader. or was that FEAR? HAHAHAHAHA.. anyways, it works...

i am in PAIN right now. and i am ANGRY for being a woman. am SUFFERING too much. uhhh.. the DARKSIDE is so enticing...

sucks being a woman. think of all that we have to endure! RAGSpain, CHILDBIRTHpain, EMOTIONALpain. MENpain. no wonder we are the stronger sex coz we CAN withstand pain.

but at the same time, all these pain makes US stronger. as what Dr. Bailey said last night on Grey's Anatomy (my favorite tv show to date), "PAIN IS THERE FOR A REASON"

so everyday we seek to find the meanings behind our pain. to protect us, to teach us, to enhance our survival skills, self-preservation. I HOPE EVERYDAY THAT YOU FIND MEANING TO YOUR PAIN.

i know that the pain that plagues me the most today will soon pass. but i gotta believe that this pain is here for a good reason - to remind me that I AM ONE OF THE STRONG WOMEN who is not pregnant. now where is that bottle of MOTRIN....