BEEN gone too long from the blog scene. got caught up in the complexities of life (well...mostly work). bad excuse. its the excuse that i' ve used lately. and i think people should be shot using that excuse. because it tears you away from the important things in life: like..
friends
fun
travel
life.
but what really is life? work is life, isnt it? without work, there is no means to live. but work is a black hole. when you get caught in it, its hard to come out of it. especially when you have nothing going on in other aspects of your life. bad excuse again... or maybe i'm turning into a workaholic like my mom used to be or like my dad is currently now. why does that sound so negative? and why does the idea of fun sound so sinister to me. i'm stuck in a rut.
ok..i gotta stop complaining about that...
so...
i'm turning 20-something next week.
you know what's funny? i notice that when people ask me how old i am, that my mind is stuck to 25. i seem to have lost count from the time i turned 25. and its been a while since i turned 25.
its so funny when friends start to tell you that you gotta snag the current guy you're dating now and not waste so much time debating whether he's the right guy because there's no time but the present to decide on these things....because you're turning 20-something pretty soon.
it seems funny that i used to laugh at this types of conversations, or laugh at some of my girlfriends who did what seemed desperate because of their age, and finding that i, too, am entering the age when their desperation started to show. i dont feel desperate though. not yet (maybe?).
it seems funny...
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