i didnt know him that well. and i sometimes judged him on what i thought i knew. but my sister loved him so much. i did not understand why. it hurt me to see her hurt so much - the yearning, the wanting, the desire to be with him. but He took him away, and i am amazed that she has not blamed God (yet, i think). i've seen her broke down, but she has shown that she can pick up the pieces and start to move on. and i thought i was the stronger one.
i know it will be a long and winding road. i know i will get more the brunt of this hurt somehow (as i have now). i will snicker at her, because thats the only emotion im capable of showing. but i know that she knows i'm hurting for her, feeling her yearning, her wanting for the love that was lost...
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