16.11.08

PSYCH AND SHIT

however Erik Erikson figured out the stages of development is beyond me. his theory about how adulthood is the stage for isolation vs initmacy is just right on.

when i was 16 i had a set of good friends.

then college came and my circle of good friends became even wider.

now, 10 years later, i can count by hand the number of people i can truly trust. and know by heart.

there is tommy.

and the rest is my family.

i'm sure i can still trust some of my closest friends from 10-15 years ago, but i honestly am saddened by the fact that i don't know them that much anymore. and they don't know me that much either.

growing up can be painful. it just takes a lot of effort to remain social. it shouldn't be this hard...



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